it's nice to know that after all,

when you go back to that moment in time,

you realize you have made the correct choice.

you can always rely on other people

for the rest of your problem.

even if some small part of it

is just yours and yours alone.

my drawing got into homeless longitude February edition.

the same drawing got into another local magazine called "Juice" on the same month. 

hurrah

July-September 2011

my scanner screwed up :( 

so I can only upload old stuff thats been

forever in my hdd.

messy english as usual.

for me

life is a journey of discovery

as I get older I began to discover things

about myself

for me, other people is an abstract things

unless they've dipped

their ink onto mine. 

I couldn't disagree more to people who say that if you want to make film just do it. 

the correct statement is, if you want to make stories, just do it. 

film is a whole different monster 

there is a lot of chemistry and people involved in making a film. It's not something you could do yourself. If you're not patient enough, you'll burn yourself even before you could dream of saying "action". Relationship and politics can make or break. 

that's why, before doing anything, it's better to be a good observer, while telling your stories some other way. 

while wishing someday, just someday. 

Hiya

It's been a whole year since I updated at all, this year have been surreal for many reasons, and it doesn't seem like it's been a year at all.

this year has been good, and nice to me.

it seems like i have "found myself" and my niche. It's been there all along, only hidden in a pile of rubble that is my life in general.

I'm just trying to polish it because it's been under for quite some time. Should I use varnish? or metal polish? it's hard to decide these things.

so, after this and that, hope we'll meet again sometime soon.

love!

8pm it's only me and you, san miguel.

It's 8 pm saturday night and I'm sitting alone in this little cafe I always come whenever my internet connection at home fucked up and I need to work. I can't think of anymore keyword to search for a colorful porch, but since I should start to think of something

happy birthday

Best Birthday Wishes for Poyam

Holidays!

Holidays are bad for the health I think. by it, you can relax and get carried away because you have the time to, take me for instance, if not for accidentally taking a time to really read a book made by my uni friend while sitting on the loo, I don't think I would thought about anything remotely close to what I'm thinking right now. And 've kind of updated my site and 've got this crazy idea going on in my head, and 've only got 10 days off. I've been sketching nonstop since yesterday, it's crazy, I tell you! when time comes I'll surely regret how I got worked up with all this! hahaaaa.

Life's been good so far, thankyou very much for not being a bitch and still sticking through with me all these time :) I don't think I have a truly balanced life because I'm such a workaholic (ahahaha) sitting idly for 2 days makes my ass itch. Anyway, even though I don't think anyone really reads this, I'm still going to update no matter what. yeahhh, let's go.

2005-2008 life recap.

fear.

curiosity.

happiness.

exhaustion.

habit.

consideration.

routine.

second.

third.

what?

dunno!

Don't be anxious.

I kept telling myself the final presentation is not a final presentation at all, it's only an end to a 4 and a half grueling years of studying things I don't really wish to study at all, it's a test with an audience of 4 different docents, and it doesn't matter whether I got an A or a B or a C for that matter, I would be just glad when things are over, I probably should take a dumolid just before the presentation, but I don't usually take those things, I wonder why the title of this post is don't be anxious and yet here I am typing anxiously.





sigh.

Ahay

Kentut is just literally sleeping in the couch, and I'm finding a way to set up a seller account on Etsy. Life is good, it will be better after the slaughtering panel next week.

:(

I'm tired of compiling datas and fixing leaks here and there. 2 more days and I don't know if I can handle this pressure. And the animation turns out as sucky as I thought it would, god please help me, ceiling please help me! :( :(

let's do this

yes we can!

I wish I'd made this

her name is couch
but she's more than just a couch.

his name is wrapper
I wish he'd wrap around her

What I'd like to have choose

I always loved overlapping colors,
I really do like some of the furniture designs
i made.

Behold

some bits of sketches I found while compiling my internship report,
@}

what I plan to do after graduation

plan a: get a steady 9 to 5 job, which will be ultra stressful.

since realistically getting a steady job is not really a priority for me, and I think getting a job won't be so easy, there's plan b, which is getting a part time job while doing business selling noodle, which would make me ultra Chinese. But the bright side is, there will be time to do things I like and I can still do freelancing jobs, but no steady income. And there is plan C, but I'm not telling you :) hehe.