this is the (maybe) the first time I ever regretted deleting my older blog account, sometimes living too long at a same place can be weird, hence the existence of this nonexistent webbed pages all stored on hard drives, it's odd the way life turns out and it's odd how you can click back and reminiscent old things and rejoice new things, we're after all just one molecule moving in a beautifully diverse way.
Lately I feel like I'm moving around in one direction, I wounded my own curiosity and choose something safe for the sake of nothing, it's not that I don't like how things are going, but I'm sure in my heart I feel some kind of remorse for having a wonderfully safe life. I missed the dreams and the energy. I still have dreams and energy, but it's just drenched by going around in just one place. I need new spirit, new places, new things. The feeling as though if looking back, I can appreciate life as it is, and maybe I will.
