love!

8pm it's only me and you, san miguel.

It's 8 pm saturday night and I'm sitting alone in this little cafe I always come whenever my internet connection at home fucked up and I need to work. I can't think of anymore keyword to search for a colorful porch, but since I should start to think of something

happy birthday

Best Birthday Wishes for Poyam

Holidays!

Holidays are bad for the health I think. by it, you can relax and get carried away because you have the time to, take me for instance, if not for accidentally taking a time to really read a book made by my uni friend while sitting on the loo, I don't think I would thought about anything remotely close to what I'm thinking right now. And 've kind of updated my site and 've got this crazy idea going on in my head, and 've only got 10 days off. I've been sketching nonstop since yesterday, it's crazy, I tell you! when time comes I'll surely regret how I got worked up with all this! hahaaaa.

Life's been good so far, thankyou very much for not being a bitch and still sticking through with me all these time :) I don't think I have a truly balanced life because I'm such a workaholic (ahahaha) sitting idly for 2 days makes my ass itch. Anyway, even though I don't think anyone really reads this, I'm still going to update no matter what. yeahhh, let's go.

2008 - after

no pics can describe :) I'll take more picture after this, promise!

2005-2008 life recap.

fear.

curiosity.

happiness.

exhaustion.

habit.

consideration.

routine.

second.

third.

what?

dunno!

ssssssss

this is the (maybe) the first time I ever regretted deleting my older blog account, sometimes living too long at a same place can be weird, hence the existence of this nonexistent webbed pages all stored on hard drives, it's odd the way life turns out and it's odd how you can click back and reminiscent old things and rejoice new things, we're after all just one molecule moving in a beautifully diverse way.

Lately I feel like I'm moving around in one direction, I wounded my own curiosity and choose something safe for the sake of nothing, it's not that I don't like how things are going, but I'm sure in my heart I feel some kind of remorse for having a wonderfully safe life. I missed the dreams and the energy. I still have dreams and energy, but it's just drenched by going around in just one place. I need new spirit, new places, new things. The feeling as though if looking back, I can appreciate life as it is, and maybe I will.

I think I should update with my work and
day to day activities now :)
my boss is planning for a private party / exhibition,
at vivi yip art room, I hope everything went smoothly.

we heart it

reviving my account on we heart it!

hello

life has a weird way to please, right now I am the luckiest girl in the whole world, what about tomorrow?

me, myself

this is me, myself.
goodday! :)

Don't be anxious.

I kept telling myself the final presentation is not a final presentation at all, it's only an end to a 4 and a half grueling years of studying things I don't really wish to study at all, it's a test with an audience of 4 different docents, and it doesn't matter whether I got an A or a B or a C for that matter, I would be just glad when things are over, I probably should take a dumolid just before the presentation, but I don't usually take those things, I wonder why the title of this post is don't be anxious and yet here I am typing anxiously.





sigh.

Ahay

Kentut is just literally sleeping in the couch, and I'm finding a way to set up a seller account on Etsy. Life is good, it will be better after the slaughtering panel next week.

:(

I'm tired of compiling datas and fixing leaks here and there. 2 more days and I don't know if I can handle this pressure. And the animation turns out as sucky as I thought it would, god please help me, ceiling please help me! :( :(

unfinished

The Korean Model
oddly pretty, such a shame she committed suicide.
R.I.P

let's do this

yes we can!

la la la

The landlord, Ibu, is a 60 something year old grandma who likes to gossip.
she has a strong will, she believes old age is not much of a hindrance. She still walks around the neighborhood and cleans up her house on her own everyday.

she went to ITB but never graduated, she said her only daughter managed to graduate in her place. Now she lives in Boston with her husband and child, leaving the ibu alone in bandung.

The ibu runs a nice moslem boarding house with lots of plants and big windows, her house is located in front of the boarding house, She keeps a total of 7 in-house residence.

The maid cooked food for the entire household everyday at lunchtime,
they sit and talk and joke to one another at the dinner table almost everyday.

It's temporary but I feel utmost at home. feeling almost as if I am in the middle of the family I never had.

I wish I'd made this

her name is couch
but she's more than just a couch.

his name is wrapper
I wish he'd wrap around her

What I'd like to have choose

I always loved overlapping colors,
I really do like some of the furniture designs
i made.

Behold

some bits of sketches I found while compiling my internship report,
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